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Repentance and Seeking the Baptism of the Spirit

Question:
I have been studying the bible for sometime, i have been saved but have never spoken in tongues, i have repented, i have been baptized in Jesus name, i have cried out , been seeking, wanting the Holy Ghost, but never got it. i am so afraid im going to hell, i can not let go of the scripture in hebrews, if you sin willing, there is no blood sacrifice left for you, well i have, i don't know many who has not, are we all doomed for hell. please help me i am so scared, i think that is why i have never been given the Holy Ghost.. i want to live for God, i want to go to heaven, i love Jesus.. i just don't think he has faith in me, there is a place in the
bible that says the people belived in Jesus but Jesus did not commit himself to them,..i am not good with scriptures i know the bible but not where to find things always,..found it, its john 2:23 i just want to know should i give up accept im going to hell or not. thanks,........ irene
Answer:
Hi Irene,
Thanks for writing; it's nice to hear from you, and hopefully I will be able to set your heart at ease a little bit here. I can see that you have been victimized by the confusing spirit and doctrines of Christianity. That's the bad news, but the good news is that there is a way for you to have absolute peace, and to be certain that you are in right standing with God. But in order to get to that place, you will have to leave the place of confusion that you've been brought to by the erroneous teachings of Christianity. First of all, you haven't actually "been saved," and being baptized in water can accomplish nothing for your soul. In fact water baptism is not even a part of the new testament gospel, as it has been
fulfilled by Jesus' baptism of the SPIRIT! And before you balk at these
statements, remember that the teachings that you have received have not led
you to the peace and assurance that you long for. The thing that you
haven't yet realized, is that these erroneous doctrines ARE THE REASON for
your confusion and torment.
I'm going to leave you some key links to articles on my site that will give you all of the scriptural details of what I'm going to try to get across to you here, but for now I'm just going to say it with pure simplicity that we can both readily identify with. This gospel is truly the gospel of the HEART! That is what Jesus lived and died for, and rose again for - a way for my heart and yours to be truly and literally free from the bondage of the nature of sin that we were all born with. That nature, referred to by the Apostle Paul in Rom. 7:23 as the "law of sin which is in my members, (flesh)" is the only thing that has ever been wrong with mankind. The old testament was designed to lead Isreal to Christ, but itself could not truly deliver anyone from the power of that sinful nature (Gal.3:21; Heb. 10:4). But the good news (gospel) is that Jesus HAS made a way for us to have just that - true deliverance from being under the power of a sinful nature
(Heb.9:13,14). The baptism of the Holy Ghost is THE experience that brings
this deliverance from sin (Rom.8:1-4), and NOTHING ELSE WILL! That is why
John the Baptist, the ONLY man sent by God to prepare Israel to meet Jesus,
simply and definitively said that Jesus' reason for coming was to "baptize
you with the Holy Ghost" (Mk.1:8).
The way to receive the baptism of the Spirit is simply to repent completely of sin and turn your will totally over to Jesus, to let Him do with your life what He will. This is a simple formula, but unfortunately we all come from very unsimple and complexly confused origins; namely the condition of being in sin. So what this means is that often times we manage to make it much harder to receive the Spirit than it really should be. One way we make it difficult sometimes is by being a little bit afraid to really give it all up to God from the bottom of our hearts. We're used to being in control of our lives, and it does take trusting the completeness of God's love and good will, to really make a full surrender. And it is very common for people to not see whatever it is that they are holding onto, that is hindering them from receiving the Spirit. And when you add to these things all the confusion that the erroneous doctrines of Christianity bring on
people, it can make it REALLY hard to receive the one experience that you truly need; meaning the Spirit baptism. It takes perseverance and determination in faith to get to the place where our offering of ourselves is complete in the sight of God. When it is Jesus will baptize us with the Spirit with the accompanying witness of speaking in tongues, and we will then KNOW that we have been born again, and made a "new creature" in Christ. We know it because of the divine love, peace and joy that fills us through this glorious experience that Jesus died for, that we might have it.
You need to forget about everything except whatever it takes for you to make that grade with God, and be filled with blessed assurance. You don't have it yet, because you haven't come to that place in your heart yet. You may feel that you've repented, and I'm sure that you have to some extent; but God is the only One who knows the hearts of men, and He sees plenty that we manage to miss. I have a woman that comes to my services who has been seeking for the holy Ghost for about three years, and she just recently came to the realization that she is still holding bitterness and resentment in her heart toward someone who wronged her long ago. Now she is dealing with trying to let it go completely. There's been several times in the past few years when it appeared that she was going to receive the Spirit, but God saw that part of her will that she wasn't letting go,
although we did NOT see it at the time. Like I tell her, just don't give up. God will see you through if you'll stay the course of humility, determination and faith. The scripture you mentioned from Hebrews about sinning wilfully after having the knowledge of the truth does NOT apply to someone in your position. In fact that scripture could apply to very few people who DO have the Spirit, because very few people who have received the Spirit have come to know the truth. That is because God's people )Spirit baptized believers) are in bondage to Christianity, which the true Christ is not identified with.
God is FOR you Irene, so just try to settle yourself a little, and seek Him from your heart without anything else attached to the equation. Don't stress yourself out trying to seek God, but rather relax yourself and KNOW that He is listening and watching, and standing ready to fill you so full of divine love and peace, that you won't even know yourself! Just remember that once you get there, that is the beginning of your life in God, and you will need to keep yourself in that pureness of holiness if you want to be saved. If you are attending a place of worship, you are most likely being done more harm than good there, and you should leave it behind in favor of searching out God's direction for you, from your heart. I took this much time to answer your questions in detail because I can see that you are in a lot of need. I'm going to be praying for you, and I know that God wants to
make Himself known to you for Who and What He really is. Please read this e-mail more than once, and study out the few scripture references that I've provided. I'm sure that you will see the sense and truth of what I'm saying to you, and that this gospel isn't as confusing as what has been presented to you so far. Feel free to write anytime, as I'm always available to those who are seeking for God's truth with an honest heart. I also encourage you to study the links that I'm leaving you, along with the other solid stuff on our site, and accompany your study with prayer for God's guidance. He won't lead you astray. May the Lord bless you mightily!
Sincerely,
Lary
http://byonespirit.com/faq.htm http://byonespirit.com/fromjesus.htm
http://byonespirit.com/remission.htm
P.S. You are NOT doomed for hell. No one has to go to hell. But if we don't submit to God completely, and continue to do so, that will be all that is left. But don't be discouraged - it's actually much easier to submit to God, than it is to continue in our own path of confusion, fear and doubt.



